I realize I did not get this written on day 51 of 2017… that as I write this it will soon be day 54.
I cannot lay the blame anywhere, but at my own feet.
I would just skip it, but this Psalm has brought me through some rough times over the years.
Specifically verses 10-13.
There have been times I have prayed these verses repeatedly over several days and even weeks. Seeking Relief….
I think I am beginning to realize. Why?
After Bible School, I was sure I was called to preach, yes, even to Pastor.
When I worked as an Evangelist, we saw some people get saved, but I was no Billy Graham.
So I tried my hand at being a Pastor. Maybe my job was to train those already saved.
My first error… I wasn’t ready.
It could be I wasn’t even called… I had been a pretty good Worship Leader… I just couldn’t understand people.
I got saved and devoured the Bible, spent hours in my prayer language… one on one, with the Lord.
I really believed, everyone that has been saved sought Him, as I did. That all knew the word, as I did.
I crashed and burned. I quit the ministry and was miserable for many years. I prayed those verses, often.
They never seemed to rise through the roof of my car.
I was then asked to substitute for an ill piano player at Franklin Memorial United Methodist Church.
The first time I sat at the piano…. I realized,I was back in the place of Grace.
Since, I have started teaching and preaching once more.
I have found, many Christians are ignorant of the word. Whether in the Spiritual or Physical.
In any case the Lord, restored the joy of Salvation to me, He upholds me.
Now, it is easier to speak of Jesus. To point the way and hope others follow.
Ask, keep on Asking, Seek, keep on Seeking, Knock, keep on knocking…
Eventually, your request will be answered, what you seek will be found, the door will open.
Will you step through? Amen