The last straw, the straw that broke the camels back, building bricks without straw.
Before I started playing piano for this UMC, the burden of my heart was to have people come to know the Lord.
I foolishly believed, that once they knew and experienced the Grace of God, they would hunger and thirst for more.
More Righteousness, peace and joy, in the Holy Ghost. MORE JESUS.
To have experienced forgiveness, and not to seek more, to me was unthinkable.
Reality sinks in slowly. Reality, breaks my spirit.
Has the last straw dropped?
Or,
Am I that straw?
Lord, help… Lord, a Word of Wisdom is desired. Amen
Do I go or do I stay?
theunfetteredpreacher 
Never give up!! I just spoke to an Indian pastor who is laboring in the state of Bihar, bordering on Nepal. This northern Indian state has long been labeled the “graveyard of missions” for its resistance to the Gospel. This man of God, Rev Abraham worked this mission field for 10 years before getting 3 converts! Now there is a large church and thousands of house churches. He has a bible school which has sent over 400 native missionaries to the field in Bihar. Bill, I believe you are sent to UMC as much as Brother Abraham was sent to Bihar. Keep on listening to that still small voice!
Roger
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Thanks Roger, do not know, how long
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SO SO TRUE…. I have asked myself the same thing so many times but only the correct answer is that I was never foolish in believing and waiting for an answer from God , our father. He runs on a different schedule than we do HIS OWN< but he is always their for us, so I will never go , but I will always stay, as should you and everyone else, who wants to believe……
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Thanks Wemdy,
Not giving up on God, just His sheep
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