I don’t know whether it is the pain or the pills that are making it hard for me to study and to write.

I read,  and a verse catches my eye, I begin to search out the word and the brakes,  self apply. 

My mind seems to close, I have lost my way.  My train of thought has fallen off the tracks.  

My drive wheels, are just spinning,  moving fast, going nowhere, and going there slowly.   There is grease on the tracks.   

I cannot think, I cannot write.  

Like my desire for a platform, a pulpit, a people to share the word, I am going nowhere.

Like this post.   Lord, help.   Amen